Thursday, July 28, 2005
Msg to baby,
don't get too upset with mum k? everything will be fine. just live with it la since you know she's like that. we'll just pray things will get better k? =)

I was totally drained yesterday evening. I thought I wouldnt have the energy to even shower but I still did okay! ;p My mind is really empty. I recovered to my normal self after 8 hours of rest. WHEE! Sleep is all i need yesterday. baby's care n pampering is ultra-addictive and warm. the greedy me kept wanting for more.

Baby told me about his plans; going to Su Zhou to train for SEA games and his wish to go to France for his exchange programme. I gave him is a real long "HUHHHHHHHHHHHH"- it's longer. I dragged it for 10 seconds. My heart certainly sank to rock bottom hearing that no matter how tired I am as if I'm going to die somehow. BUT i will still stand by you no matter what plan you made k. just make sure everything is well plan and all. Su Zhou trip will be 2 months and the exchange one will be 1 month. One longer than another. Well, i will face it when it real happen. My imagination can run really wild. wilder than the african elephants. well well

I will be shifting in with mum in October, 19th. Thinking of what colour to plan my room. white most probably. plus, there will be wall painting. I still havent think of the theme yet. I know I need to come up with one soon so that I can tell mum about it.

Mum wanted to buy me a Blythe cos she knows I have been wanting it. I have blythe bags , badges and my whole collections of Blythe photos in my comp folder. WHEE! Still considering whether should I get mama to buy for me or earn it myself. I will prefer to earn it myself. My first doll will be named 'xxxxx', havent think of the name yet!!

And something I did yesterday to de-stress myself. I opened my treasure box..."WAHHHHHH", seeing my collection just push me up to the clouds. :) Was thinking how fortunate I am, having so many accessories, bags and clothings. I should be contented.

Humans are always not easily contented, we must learn how to. Only get things within our purchasing power. all thanks to the invention of money in india. money is something we can live. love or money. you take your stand. both are as important as another. love is something everyone need physically emotionally and money is either the basic for survival or leading a lavish lifestyle, not needing to worry about anything. who dont wish for more love or money? we are just humans afterall. we differentiate from one another, just depends on how much we can do.

Seem like I'm back to my slacking time. I have to get started with my Flash(after lunch). still need more time to regain my conscious.

Half way through 'The Killing Breed'.

And guess what?! Tomorrow is FRIDAY! TGIF!!!! like i said, 5 days aint a problem to pass!! it's the weekends!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOH LA LA!!!

Blythe Vs Digicam? which one?

girl, shann(going lomo hunting)


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